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My psychic experience 3/3/07  
Ok I wanted to share the psychic experience my mom & I had today & write it down so I could remember as many details as possible.

When I first sat down she asked if their was anything I wanted to focus on. I said no (Because if I was going to get anything from Landan I wanted it to be because he wanted to show through) 

So she told me to shuffle the tarot cards & pick 20 of them.

While she was laying all the cards out she said that the first she she picked up on was confussion from me.

She told me differant things about myself, that I am reluctand to do things & Im not very spontaneous. That I'm just getting by money wise. And that sometmes I dont like to do things for fear of being critisized & that their is travel in my future.

She also asked if I was married & did a anniversary just pass or is coming up....so I told her yes it had just passed.


And then she was looking at a card & thinking....she said "Do you have a child?" and I didn't say anything & she said "A little boy" and that he was "not here but he was close by" and then I told her yes I did have had a little boy. 

She was then telling me that he did pass over but he was still here with me.....and he choose not to come back right away to earth. And he's still close by because he's not ready to let go yet. But he's not earth bound! And she said please not to let any other psychics tell me he's earth bound because he's not.

I asked her if he was scared when he passed away.....she said he was scared for about 3 seconds & that he was showing her he was scared at first when he stopped breathing. And he went to the light right away & he was showing her that he was flying through the stars. 

I asked her if their was anyone with him....and she asked if it made sense that their was a man with a fishing pole & we told her yes. So were thinking that could have been my moms uncle....he was a big fisher.

She said he was their to greet Landan when he passed & told him what happend.

She asked me if I dreamed about him...and I told her once. And she said he wants to know if it's ok for him to come in your dreams & come around you, because he doesn't want to scare you....and I said yes. Which makes sense because the dream I had about him was .... I was walking into my bedroom & I saw him & I fell to the floor & started screaming for my husband & when I got up Landan was hidding over by the side of the bed.

I also asked her if he had any message for me....and she said "to know thier isn't anything you could have done" and she asked me if I believed that in my heart.....I told her....ya sometimes I feel like I couldnt have done anything.

I asked her if he knew what was going on when he was sick because when I woke up I had found him sick.....and she said no ....he was kind of in a stuper, he didn't really understand what was going on. And asked if it made sense that when he was in the hospital he was in & out. Which was true because he was in & out because they wre giving him sedatives. And he didn't like all the tubes & things he was hooked up to.

She asked my mom what was special about her cookies....he was telling her they were chocolate chip...but differant. My mom thinks he was talking about her M&M cookies because he used to always eat the M&Ms out of them first.

She said he said I was a good mommy (this goes along with the message)

And I asked her if he knew I loved him....and she said yes & he's hoping that I know he loved me too!! *tears*

Ummm.....

She said this is what Landan chose...and he's ok with it, he's happy.

I asked her if I was going to have anymore children....and she said yes in a few years.....and none of them would die. My mom told her I was afraid I wouldn't love them like I loved Landan. And thats when I told her I just felt like I lost my soul mate in Landan. She said once I felt that life growing inside me I would be able to love them.

She also said he was showing her jumping on the bed which made my mom & I laugh because he loved to jump on the bed! Anyones bed! So that too look for the sheets to be wrinkled up on the beds (lol I came home & straighted his sheets out lol)

The biggest thing I think was right before we were getting ready to leave my mom showed her a picture of Landan from my wedding when he was in his little white tux...and she said....oh he's in a blue shirt now....and she was thinking & motioning up in down infront of her chest trying to tell us what character was on his chest....and she said...it's a sponge....a sponge with legs....Spongebob. That was sooo amazing to us! Landan LOVED spongebob & was buried in a blue spongebob PJ shirt with yellow sleeves! 

Sooo this was overall so amazing to me. I wanted to know he was ok so bad! She also told me that he may come back in one of my other children so I can spoil him again! (I spoild that little boy so much!)

So thats everything I can remember right now. I will edit this if I think of more! 
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